It’s weird how for such a long time in the past I always loved you knowing I was not getting anything back. But that’s what you call love, isn’t it? There were so many times when I thought I “that’s it. I can’t do this anymore” or “s*** this! I don’t care.” But every single time I felt that way, I knew I was just fooling myself. I could not live without you. When I first met you I never ever in my wildest dreams thought that we’d reach where we are today. You were my best friend but, I still was in love with you. Madly in love with you. I was too dumb to realize that first (you were too), but hey! Here we are today.
You were that one great fantasy that I could not stop thinking about. Every time I looked at you I got jelly knees and butterflies in my stomach. And since you were my best friend it was hard not letting you know although, deep down I wanted you to know more than anything else. We spoke about everything possible. We were ourselves when we were with each other. You knew me so well and I wondered how you never saw it. Or were you feeling the very same way too? For months I never let you know anyways, for I was too scared I’d lose you. You were like this dream that I had all the time. A big beautiful dream. Hoping a miracle would change it into reality. ‘Someday’ I thought. You made me smile. You made me happy. Being with you I was on top of the world. Of course we fought sometimes. Who doesn’t? But it only got us closer; made me realize how much I missed you that time.
Today after one year ten months and twelve days, you still are the same amazing person I met and I know for once that although I always thought you were a dream; just a beautiful dream of mine, I know it’s true. I am not dreaming anymore. You’re a dream come true.
