if only i could go back in time...

Haven't you ever wondered, what if you could go back in time and change certain things, it would all be so different. If it was so easy as just turning the needles of your watch and suddenly being transported to the old times, where you could make all the needed changes and have a perfect future..not that your not happy with your present, but sometimes you just wish it was a little different. Or sometimes you just wish that you could go back and stop in time.. relive every happy moment over and over again.

One of the most annoying feeling is REGRET. And this happens when you are not happy with something that happened in the past. You so badly wish you could just go back and say things you wanted to or rather that you needed to. Because now you regret. And you can't help it.. it eats you up slowly. But now all you can think is "what if i had said..." You know it would've been so much better if only you had said what you wanted to. You imagine how it would be if you had just spoken your mind. You would be right where you wished to be. Content. Happy. No regrets. 

But the stupid fool that your friends call you and that you are, you just didn't have the guts to say it. Yes your friends call you stupid and they call you dumb; and you feel like one for not being "brave" enough for saying what you really wanted to. You wouldn't be going "Aaaagghhhh" right now. I have had my share of regrets. I have loads of them. And every time i think of those moments i wish i could change all of them. Wish i could just turn the needles on my watch back to the old times. Then maybe we wouldn't be stuck where we are now. Maybe it would be like the fairy tale that everyone only dreams about. Maybe it'd finally be the way we hoped it would be... but the cowards that we are, we chicken out. Every single time. Why, you may ask. Its only because we care too much about the people around, who don't really give a damn about us. The next time you have a chance take it, grab it, or trust me you are going to be regretting. God gives you a lot of chances. Its you who needs to take them. If you don't make it happen for yourself, nobody else can.

So make up your mind, don't give a damn for the people around and just go for it. If you want something you need to ask for it; you need to fight for it. Nobody else can do it for you. If you stop to think what the people are going to say, then your never going to get what your wishing for. And all your going to think is- If only i could go back in time and...